30.6.10

Snap shot from a Grey Day

A couple walk arm-in-arm through the park. They haven’t noticed the rain’s fall increasing. They walk along, talking and looking and laughing. They aren’t aware of the wind and the cold. They don’t notice the miserable expressions on the faces of the people walking past; people on their way to the bank; or to the supermarket; or the doctor’s; people returning home, or going to visit friends. None of it means anything. Nothing registers outside their bubble.

In the distance a car screeches to a halt, a dog might bark and children are running around with unfastened coats. But inside the park the couple take themselves further and further away, following paths here, and cutting across areas of sodden grass there. It is their day to do with as they wish. He is going to meet her parents for the first time over dinner tonight. But thoughts of awkward conversation and embarrassed silences are distant as they progress through the green and grey expanse of the park.

Reaching a spot where two main paths cross, they find a puddle blocking their progress. The man takes off an imaginary cloak and ceremoniously places it over the water. He then turns to the woman, bows, and beckons her across. Grinning, she curtseys and slowly takes his hand before pretending to push him into the water. Anticipating her playful attack, he grabs her arms and pins them behind her back before placing a delicate kiss on her forehead, one on her nose, and finally one on her expectant lips.

3.6.10

This story

There is a very good reason this isn’t a normal story: the kind with a beginning, which develops into the middle before revealing its conclusion towards the end.

We could sit here speculating about who said and did what, and to whom: the whys, the wherefores and the consequences. But I wouldn’t want to mislead.

This story hasn’t happened yet…

19.5.10

Detachment

She sits at the top of the sky, watching as the things take place.

Observing with emotionless joy the unfolding of trivialities large and small, she takes as great an interest in the plight of a newly born sparrow as she does the crumbling of a nation state or the discovery of ‘world-changing’ technologies.

Each individual event is as beautiful, as tragic, as relevant, and as inconsequential as the next in her scheme of things.

Her scheme, that of the universe, places relevance only on the bigger picture. Little weight is given to the ‘how’. These transient details could be different, and the end still the same. They shape things gradually but are forgotten eventually: meanings negligible.

This is why she offers no greater reflection on the demise of an empire than the fortunes of the sparrow. The empire’s impact and input may well receive greater attention in the history books but books count for little when a planet stops. And even less when its star refuses to shine.

But do not think she does not love. She loves each and every action and entity. They are imbued with her love; she loves entirely. And she does so without falling victim to the associated loss of perspective. Humans regularly fail this test.

She sees the same beauty and irrelevance in death as she does in life. And thus she appreciates everything she observes with a detachment allowing for total admiration.

It begins, it ends, and it starts again: as it should, and as it does.